Disrobed and done!

I'm officially disrobed. I did ok for the first half of the ceremony, but one of the monks said something to his neighbor (I think about the way I was holding my hands?) and laughed and I got confused and started crying...that's ok. It just means I still have work to do. :) My teacher was very supportive and the abbot isn't really phased by anything, so no biggie. I have begun offering little gifts and saying goodbyes and everyone has been really supportive. They all ask when I'm coming back and then send me off with well-wishes. Buddhists aren't too attached to much, so my going is just another phase in the cycle of life. The temple will adjust. Life goes on.